my ultimate goal is to be at peace with myself, eliminate toxic feelings and elements and energies from my life, unlearn negative and harmful practices and thought patterns, stop checking for people that don’t check for me, create a space for myself that is nurturing for growth so that i may generate loving energy for myself and for others, nourish my spirit and balance my energies, i have big dreams and i deserve to live a life i love and let that love radiate
i am obsessed with beauty because it’s very morbid and intimate and full of trust and secrets. it’s a secret thing, you know. that we share. i like it, it’s like holding hands in a dark tunnel, to know you and some girl a million miles away can both appreciate a good red lipstick. that is very comforting. to know a girl a thousand years ago cared about her nail color too. little ghost bridges. that is my favorite part. it is not about being beautiful. it is about not being entirely alone.